.hero.

HERO! What heroes means to me?

For me, heroes is someone who has change my entire life. The life I have been living for 20 years. As I know I has a lot of of HEROES. They are my Family, Kimora Lee.S,  Heston Bluementhal.

               

            The reason why I listed my family as my heroes because they always support me into everything I do. Especially during I fail to achieve good result for SPM and STPM. It really breaks my heart that I could not achieve my goal. I almost gave up on studying that time but my mum said it is fine and there will be another day and there is so many ways to achieve my dream. My mum knows when I cried even I hid it from her she knows. She knows when I lie to her that I don’t want to study anymore. Trust me she read mind. I have little brother  that shaped me into what I am right now. He is the reason why I learn more about Christianity. Why I accept God in my life is not all because of him but me too want to opened up myself into being a true Christian. Next is my sister  actually I have a sister that have the same aged with me we are born in the same year so everyday, everywhere we stick together like twins. We both has different characteristic she is much more tougher than me (mentality) so when someone bullied me she is the one that always helped me.

               

               Next is Kimora Lee.S. She is a model but then decided to make her owned fashion line. I admire how she can handle her life with her 3 kids and keeping up with her business as well. The way she managed her life inspired me a lot. Someday I want to be like her maybe not in fashion industry but in bakery world I will be known as the queen of bakery with heavenly touch. People all over the world will know my name and makes me their idol like  I make her as my HERO!. ^^, <3!

               

              Then Heston Bluementhal. Clearly that he is the reason why I wanted to become chef. He inspired me with his creativity how he create his signature dish. He never gave up even once when he started  operating with his dish. Heston always create illusion through his dish some called him magician because mission impossible is  the thing for him. What you see is not really what it is. One of Heston  customer cried when she ate Heston signature dish which is ‘’ THE SOUND OF THE SEA”. See how magical Heston hand can be. I wanted to be like him his popularity drives me crazy. ^^, the passion he pour in her cooking is unbearable it lead me to what I am right now.

              

               Everyone I listed above really change my life. They are the one who change my life and gave me different perspectives about life. The one who keep inspiring me to keep running and reaching my life purpose. I just want to say THANK YOU! ^^, May you be blessed.

by:: Ruzzle Devera M.Molahid

               

.healthy life.

As for me living a healthy life is a must. The way you live your life determine how healthy you are. Whether you agree or disagree with me you have to say YES!

                  

              Trust  me I am not living a healthy life my BMI is unbalanced I’m OVERWEIGHT! I do not blame it on my body I blame everything on myself for not keeping my body healthy. I should think before I eat. So now I want to achieve a healthy life. I want to be healthy like others with nice figure and have really good health.

               

              So what I have to do is perform healthy diet. I have to throw away all the oily food I loved to eat, all the fast food that always accompanied me. Guess I need to sacrifice more to achieve my goal. I also have to eat more nutritious food such as, vegetables, fruit and fish. So I will share to you all my personal weekly diet.

FIRST MEAL : BREAKFAST  - toasted bread and a cup of milo

                        LUNCH - oat and a cup of water

                        DINNER – fruit salad

SECOND MEAL : BREAKFAST-  a piece of cake and nestum

                              LUNCH-  vegetable soup and orange juice

                              DINNER- fruit eaten raw and a cup of nestum.

THIRD MEAL: BREAKFAST- small portion of fried rice and sky juice

                         LUNCH- steamed chicken breast and apple juice

                         DINNER- bread and carrot juice

                 

                The above recipe might helped in my healthy diet. Then I can schedule my fitness schedule where I will jog maybe follow ZUMBA or maybe I can play netball with my friends. This kind of activity might help decreasing the excessive amount of fat that I have consumed. It will eventually increase my metabolism rate then I can easily lower my weight.

               

                 Though I am very active person but my activeness stopped once I got so busy with my work that has given by my lecturer and church activities. All of this makes me forget the need of taking good care of my body and with all the stuff that have been driving my all day makes me forget when to eat and how I suppose to eat according to my diet recipe.  I just  eat whatever I think that suit my taste bud. Sometimes when I got very hungry my reaction to food got wild because I am too hungry to think what are the consequences that will occur in the future but from what I learn in my class grown up has all the power to change how they live their life no matter how they are being raise or how they lived their past life.

               

               Planning how you going to live a healthy life is easy but living your plan is really hard. So, strong mentality and good discipline is needed in order to achieve your goal. 

BY:: Ruzzle Devera M.Molahid

a helping hand

In life there are so many chances in becoming many type of person. As for me I can be rich, I can be genius I can be royal blood and I can be unfortunate person that you can sometimes see sleeping down the street begging for help.

 The chances of being each one of them is 100% So there is no ways of escaping and now I am very grateful that I don’t have to beg for money, I don’t have to share for love.

              

  I remember the first time I helped beggars by giving them  1 Ringgit. I almost cried seeing him sitting alone in the corner begging for money in blind condition. I am 9 back then and I remembered I only had 1 ringgit in my pocket. I sat and think for a while 10 second after that I started walking towards the old man. I gave him the money and the first thing that came out from his mouth is, thank you and after he realize I am wearing

watch he ask me what time is it. 

I cannot stop smiling back then. I kept telling the same stories to my sister and my mom and tell them how happy I am after I helped the old man. I never forget how I felt that time until now.

               

  Sometimes things are different, some beggars are just acting to get money because they are too lazy to work and sometimes they lie so they can get money. I have once been there so it is hard to differentiate between unfortunate person and actress/actor.

 I remembered when I am 17 I saw an old lady walking around and asking for money. I Felt sorry for her because I heard that she did not have money to buy med for her granddaughter. So I did not wait for her to come to me so I came to her then gave her money without no hesitation. After that I go the nearest bank to met with my auntie.

 While waiting for her I saw the same old lady asking for money this time she came to me. Guess what she asking me for money. This time she had different reason. She said, she had no money to go home and I did not gave her any. How shocked I am that she did not even recognize me. My aunt saw me with the old lady and she tell me not to 

trust her because she’s a liar. Only God knows how I felt. I feel so betrayed.

Started from there I never give money to beggar I  just give them food and drinks I cannot stand seeing them sitting alone in the corner with no food and pray the best for them. Do not think helping others is your responsibility but take it as your mission living in this world. God knows your deed. Every deeds of yours will eventually comes back to you trust me. Try putting yourself in their shoes.

 Someday my bakery shop will be opened to feed this unfortunate people.

by:: Ruzzle Devera M.molahid

p/s: none of above picture is mine. i copy paste all the picture from google.

.my hobbies.

everyone has their own hobbies And this is what i do blogging. I blog  everything about food, places, myself trust me everything. Imagination is important when blogging how do you think good blogger become one if they do not used their imagination. So here what i usually do talk about food and kept captivated by it. This is part of my passion.

Everyone would die to eat a piece of this cake. Clearly shown how wonderful life can be. This cake has beautiful structure nice color and great visual. Just one look at it makes you forgot your problem. Cake can be very flexible in shapes and color you just have to be creative with it. i have seen so many type of cake before and it needs determination and imagination to makes one. Like others says, knowledge is nothing without imagination.

can you you imagine your life without imagination?

with your imagination your hand will have a magic touch. Believe me cause it is true. Impossible is Possible when you imagine that you can do it.

want to see some magic?

See, what imagination can create. this cake is called the divorce cake which the groom with no head shows that he is dead to that girl. i will rate this cake 7 from 10. Because the details is to simple but i am amazed the way she expressed her feeling through her imagination but girl isn't to harsh?

however it is how you can enjoy life pretend that the man is dead take it as nothing. Imagine how beautiful life can be without him. See cakes also has their own moral values. Here is another type of divorce cakes.

The  man is kicked down the cake hill. Nice visual i would like to do it sometimes.

"Take the garbage out" see how hilarious and sarcastic cake can be. Cakes is all about imagination you just have to put your mind into it that is all.

Divorce cake is weird but how about this?

bizarre right? this cake is called wedded zombie. Got pigeon also which symbolize that their love will last forever. yes! this cake is nasty. Yes! this cake is scary. but when you feel the way i feel thats mean the bakers mission had accomplish. Nice technique and skill used in the makin of this cake. Nice color combination and symbol used is really meaningful.

here another bizarre looking cake,

i believe that the whole thing caught your eyes. Especially with the eyes kept looking at you. With the fingers and ears all over the cake. Let me ask you something, what is the first thing that pop into your head when you first see this? great is it. This is what we called genius in imagining thing.

how about this? does anything come into your mind or you just want to puke?

any feeling that you're feeling right now is normal though, it a reward to this cake creator and very high satisfaction there. Nice reaction guys.

"Death men cake" would you eat this cake i bet you would because the flavor is really nice. Do not get scared by the looks but be amazed  by the amazing skillS, imagination and effort that put through into making this cake. Remember be AMAZED!

how a bout this cake?

i am giving out the same question will you eat this cake? i will tell you something this cake is the most genius creation i have never seen before. Changing poop to something you can eat. its insane. Are you with me guys? isn't this genius. I will share you the secret how to enjoy this cake, by closing your eyes and enjoy the luxurious taste EASY! let your insanity drive your imagination.

cakes is beautiful in many ways. You just have to be creative to appreciate the art. Beautiful art is everywhere but beautiful art that comes with determination, love and insanity is rare. You have to appreciate it.

think creative and be the art itself.

by:: Ruzzle Devera M.Molahid

P/S: all picture is copy paste from google. and none of it mine. Tq!

stuff i loved to do~! ^^

actually i loved everythings that related to art.

Firstly i loved to act!

i can act really well you know especially acting being a patient.

it helps me a lot going through hard time example when i dont want to attend class.

my mother fall for it sometimes. ahah..

Then i loved to draw. I loved letting my imagination run wild. Thats what help me

drawing new character, new stuff!

Next i love to sing. I sing anywhere i like.

singing fulfilled my life.

acting, singing, drawing is not my dream its just something i loved to do!